what i'm thinking right now

i always miss my grandpa..but certain times i miss him more than usual...last night while watching UFC fight for the troops, when pat barry gave his post fight speech, it was one of the times where i missed him more than usual.

my grandpa enjoyed...nascar, football and combat sports...its to late for football and nascar but i'm going to spend the rest of my life dedicated to combat sports...he also loved his family, which is my #1 thing..to take care of my family..i have an awesome wife, she is the reason i work so hard, she is my motivation she is my princess, my everything...i'm so lucky to have her, my mom, my grandma and all of my extended family on heather's side

any way back to things i'm thinking..i don't give a shit about anything else other than:

A) family
B) fighting

so these 2 things i dedicate my life to...i'm ready to GO!!!!!

i dont care if i die as long as i know that i gave my life 100% towards those 2 above things..i will be happy